Im up...are you???

[hillgurl]

Well as usual on saturday night I am unabke to sleep without the pill. Now I have to go through all the things that are goin on in my head and try and get sleepy. Try not to think about how I will feel if I dont get any sleep and have to stay awake all day tomorrow. ? Will the kids annoy me or be good.?(Although I love playin and doin crafts and playdough.). Will the cat get under my feet over and over? Am I goin to be able to avoid my medication for the rest of my life..like really...plus there are more increases to come i am sure...

These are the things that run through my head and this only took a couple minutes...now to calm myself i must self medicate or my mind will not slow down...:rolleyes:

~~~ Late in the night early in the morning ~~~

[Diskrete]

Same here, I cannot sleep, I sit here and type as the kids are passed out my wife is dead asleep and I am watching a boring but interesting documentary on "becoming a man in siberia". Whats going to happen now? All kinds of thought and questions pop into my head and most of them I cannot answer yet. Self medicating and off pharmaceuticals for 8 months now. I know life would be "easier" but harder at the same time.

---Early in the morning, late at night--- hehe

[indica46]

I like being awake a night myself give me time to think and listen to some fiftys music on my sirius radio and fire up the bong and all my troubles go away. I feel for anyone who cannot sleep when they know they have to work that can be HELLL after awhile . I worked midnights for the last 5 of my 23 years in the automotive industry very hard to ever sleep right alnost killed me.