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09-18-2005, 10:34 AM
I do believe in the power of prayer. I have seen the outcome of it in my life too many times to think it is mere coincidence.
My MRI suggested a mass or lesion or something in my right kidney. My Oncologist tried to be very gentle and I appreciated that and his advice was to 'go for the test tomorrow and take it from there...'
I was given a thirty percent chance of survival over five years. The majority of Kidney Cancer patients at my stage die within the first two years. I beat the odds. ( I believe that most even die sooner from my internet research) I was diagnosed as 'incurable' but not terminal
While the transition from 'incurable' to 'terminal' is not such a huge leap, I would pray that if it is 100% confirmed that I am terminal, that I have a little while to put my affairs in order.
Please pray for me and my test tommorrow. (pray also that I go, because I am terrible for not going to things now) I just have no energy.
09-18-2005, 10:51 AM
It is done.I Love You and pray that all things go well and that you endure no pain.You are on a Prayer List.
09-18-2005, 11:38 AM
you are in my thoughts and prayers coco..and MAKE that appt tomorow....micah
09-18-2005, 11:46 AM
You have been on my prayer list for some time now. You HAVE TO GO tomorrow so you know for sure what's really going on. If you don't go then you will continue to guess the outcome and we all know which way you'll guess. Don't allow yourself to not know the truth. That much IS in your power. No one likes to go to the doctor but not going will cause you more mental pain. After all there is the possibility that it is a shadow, or scar tissue that they see. Either way you need to know FOR SURE what it is.
In my prayers
You are in my thoughts and my prayers that everything will be ok tomorow.
09-18-2005, 12:46 PM
i pray that god will give you the strength to get thru this ordeal.
09-18-2005, 12:47 PM
reddiet...thank you for that. Yes, I will go...just to make sure 100%...because I do hang on to that slim chance that it could be all a mistake..of some kind....machines make mistakes too......and he said it was fuzzy.......I hope he wasn't just getting me ready...I know this guy.....from past experience too.....and I hope I am wrong about what I saw on the CD of the MRI that just happened to slip into my computer and I coincidentally was considering taking about a fourty hour crash course in radiology (which I did..I have the time) and I found out that indeed....no suprise...I am smarter than I thought...and NEO means neoplasm...but yeah, it could be all a mistake...here is hoping..although much evidence it is not...yup....don't wanna die because I think I am dying...better to die because I really am....so because of that small chance I am going because I have beat the odds before....really beat them up to now.....its been amazing....and they have to admit it...and have........so.....yeah, I will go....even if have to take a cab.....
thank you for prayers...
the more prayer lists I can get on the better I will feel...
I need to feel 'safe' while experiencing all of this....
your prayers help
I said to someone in chat earlier 'Dying is no big deal, unless your the one who is doing it'
09-18-2005, 01:01 PM
sorry Micah...and anyone else I didn't mention....I DO appreciate you all....
09-18-2005, 01:31 PM
can trust in me coco, I will pray for u
09-18-2005, 01:35 PM
" yo os he dado el ejempio para que hagais como you permaneced en mi amor' :D
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