Just getting frustrated!! Here i am legal to medicate and to grow my own but issue i am having is...its getting harder and harder for me to get weed off the streets. Aside from all the severe pain i go thro, i suffer from some mental issues as well, im agoraphobic (kinda like social phobia only worse). Anyhow, i hear of compassion clubs and other places but yet here i am asking where? how? help? Since i got my licence, just been buying off the streets until my plants are grown and cured. Still have at least 3 months to go until my meds are ready. My question is "is there a place i can safely buy my meds in kitchener or surrounding area?" I Hate the cities and with my phobia, a place in the country would be great also...distance does not matter as long as it is in ontario. My daughters or their friends know people i can usually get weed from but i do not feel comfortable doing this, for one i am not some drug crazed looking for a quick fix! Plus my daughter and friends do not do drugs of any sort but is always willing to help mama bear get relief. This is Not their responsibility, it is mine! I feel so lost and so alone! Any helpful suggestions would be greatly appreciated.